31 Day Series…Stop

So you have plans, goals, hopes, dreams, lists…

And then you realize life happens despite your plans. Life doesn’t care that you had a list, and a hopeful month plan, no no no, life doesn’t care.

I am ill equipped to deal with regular life things. Strange, I can deal with crazy thing, surreal things, but regular life things I feel like I have a particularly hard time dealing with.

So I am spending the next few days, dealing. No more lists, no more hopeful plans, just dealing.

My dealing consists of not thinking, so lots of Gilmore Girls, long long showers and several books.

I am on pause till Friday at 7:30. Maybe a pause is good, I hope beyond all reason that a pause is ‘positive.’ (get it pause, positive)

Also part of the dealing process will be yo-yoing between handling it well (ie retaining a sense of humor and perspective) and not handling it well (why do you get carded at home depot for spray paint and not razor blades?) At the moment I have my oh so precarious perspective.

Oh no, there it goes…