Things I'm Afraid to Tell You

This blog is a love letter and a romantic cheat sheet. I suppose it is a strangely passive for of flirtation but I always hope that if a stranger read my blog they would fall in love with me. This blog is a reflection of my hopes and dreams and those ethereal things are more me than most of my day to day craziness. So as I select images and write small bits of poetry and prose for this blog I am really offering up a cheat sheet for loving me and hoping someone will woo me with fragments of the beautiful and tiny things I post here.

I make a conscious effort to keep my blog positive. I try and only post happy images and prose. While on occasion the desire to vent out in to the vastness of the internet is overwhelming I restrain myself. I don’t want people to think I complain or judge me for the things I get upset about so I keep that out of my blog.

Though I am very vocally against the Kindle etc I have been eying them recently. It’s a toy and I’m five and everyone else has them!

I desperately wish that I looked like the women I post pictures of in my blog. I wish that I could take pictures of myself and be as beautiful as the ethereal women I am drawn to.

My life is not together. Do not think because my blog is positive and pretty that my life in any way reflects that.

I miss my friends. It’s just the way life goes that schedules get filled up, but I miss seeing my close friends on an almost daily basis. While I understand and accept that this is the way life goes, I think I will always miss aimless drives and seeing someone 2 times a day.