
This is a new problem. I wasn’t this person before, before what? Before college? Before therapy? Is therapy making me anxious? Oh the irony…
All I know is this is a new problem. What is strange about it is I am completely aware of it yet can do nothing to stop myself.
I see myself acting crazy, thinking insane things and I say to myself “this is crazy, you know that’s not true” but that doesn’t seem to matter, my anxiety just runs around with its fingers in its ears screaming ‘it’s not going to be ok.’
Depression and I had a sort of lazy understanding. I will get depressed, then I will realize I am depressed, then my depression and I sit in my bed and talk about how tired we are and we sleep till we feel better.
But my new hyped up anxiety won’t let my depression and I sleep!
I need to tied my anxiety down and make it depressed so we can all take a nap.
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